John 1:16 says, "And from His fullness we have all received grace upon grace."

 

I look back at my life and the vain amusements I've spent so much of my time on.  And I see now the true meaning of the phrase "time flies."  It is incredibly right to say so when we only live to an average age of 76-78.  It's not enough time to fully comprehend the Word of God, not that we can even if we lived to 1000, but as I start to slowly realize what it truly means to be a Christian, I wish for the time I wasted so much in the past.  Yet in another sense I do not wish such a thing.  For all the events in the past were for His purpose in order that I might come to where I am now in my spiritual walk with Him.  It hit me yesterday as I was thinking of how I barely made it through life, only by His grace am I here today.  Looking at my childhood and the dangers I've faced from the environment around me, I can only say His grace is just a glimpse of His mercy upon me.  I should've  had an older brother or sister, if you get the meaning you'll understand, and I ask myself why her/him and not me?  My life has been so complacent and slothful towards Him, yet as I read the Scripture, I can only say that it's by His grace.  2 Timothy 1:9 says, "who saved us and called us to a holy calling, not because of our works but because of His own purpose and grace, which He gave us in Christ Jesus before the ages began."

 

Grace upon grace indeed, O Lord.  Thank you. 

Currently listening to: You Carried Me - Building 429
Posted by iamjae on April 2, 2007 at 05:21 PM | hey

We live in a wicked world.  It's only going to get worse.  Haha, sorry to say so but it's true.  Such a vast amount of knowledge I've gained in two semesters of college alone!  Different perspectives, views, and people.  The Lord has been gracious however as to give me another day to live to enjoy His goodness.  Even to the degree of blessing me constantly with friends, fellowship, and entertainment.  My God my God how You are so good to me in spite of my rejection of You in these times.  Thank You. 

We're sinners, no one is perfect.  Do not get legalistic, but rather show brotherly love to one another.  For legalism was the way of the Pharisee who sought to destroy the newborn King.

Intramural Basketball:  Team Euthanasia (0-1).  Let's bounce back tonight!

Currently listening to: Deteriorate - Demon Hunter
Currently reading: 1 Corinthians: 1-8 - Bible (ESV)
Currently feeling: heh.
Posted by iamjae on February 20, 2006 at 03:35 PM | hey
 Running the Race
by: John MacArthur

When I was in college, I was a member of our school's track and field team. I performed best in the sprints, and occasionally the quarter mile. One of my favorite races was the mile relay. Of all the races we ran, the one I remember best is one we didn’t win.

The race started wonderfully—our first runner ran such a great opening quarter-mile leg that as he passed the baton to me, we were tied for the lead. I ran as hard as I could, and as I passed the baton to our third runner, we were in first place. I thought we had an excellent chance to win—our fourth runner was especially fast.

Our third runner took off like lightening around the first curve and down the back stretch. And then the unthinkable happened. He stopped suddenly, walked off the track, and sat down on the grass. I ran over to him, thinking he must have pulled a muscle. When I reached him, he didn't look like he was in pain, so I asked what was wrong. I'll never forget his reply. All he said was, "I don't know—I just didn't feel like running today."

Sadly, many people are like that runner. Somewhere along the way they stopped pursuing a deep, loving relationship with Christ, walked off His path of righteousness, and sat down to rest in their own self-righteousness and the ease of worldly pleasures. But allegiance and love to Christ demand a lifelong commitment. As our Lord Himself said, "No one, after putting his hand to the plow and looking back, is fit for the kingdom of God" (Luke 9:62).

The apostle Paul understood that priority. His relationship to Christ was the passion of his life: "that I may know Him, and the power of His resurrection and the fellowship of His sufferings, being conformed to His death; in order that I may attain to the resurrection from among the dead" (Phil. 3:10-11). But he was under no illusion that he had achieved anything, and he compared his own pursuit of Christ to that of a runner in a race (vv. 12-16). Your spiritual race must have that same sense of dissatisfaction—without it there's no reason to even run. In fact, there are several principles you need to apply as you pursue Him.

Maximum Effort
Considering who Christ is and what He has done for you, your effort should not be less than Paul's: "I press on in order that I may lay hold of that for which also I was laid hold of by Christ Jesus" (v. 12). The Greek word translated "press on" was used of a sprinter who ran aggressively. That was the kind of effort Paul exerted—he ran toward Christ with all his might, straining every spiritual muscle to win the prize (cf. 1 Cor. 9:24-27). That ought to be your mindset. There's only one race you ought to be running—and it takes maximum effort using the means of grace God has provided.

No one is going to put forth that kind of effort, however, unless there is some reward at the end. For Paul, and us as well, it is "that for which I was laid hold of by Christ Jesus" (Phil. 3:12). Paul's prize, and ours, is the very purpose God had in saving us: "Whom He foreknew, He also predestined to become conformed to the image of His Son" (Rom. 8:29). God saved us so that we might become like Christ, and as a result, that should be our lifelong pursuit.

Focused Concentration
If an athlete competing in a race stands any possibility of winning, he must focus on the finish and ignore the distractions along the track, the other competitors, and even the crowd. Likewise, you must concentrate on attaining the goal of Christlikeness and not get distracted by worldly attractions and temptations. Paul was well aware of those dangers. That's why he said, "I do not regard myself as having laid hold of it yet; but one thing I do; forgetting what lies behind and reaching forward to what lies ahead" (Phil. 3:13).

How do you avoid the distractions of the world? By developing these two attitudes:
First, forget your past. As a runner approaches the starting line, his past performances have no bearing on the race he is preparing to run. The same thing is true when we run the spiritual race in pursuit of Christ—the past is completely irrelevant. Your successes and failures in the past are insignificant to the present, let alone the future. You can't evaluate your usefulness by your former virtuous deeds and achievements in ministry; neither should you be debilitated by past sins and failures.

Second, reach for the goal. Instead of looking back, a good runner is always "reaching forward to what lies ahead" (Phil. 3:13). The Greek word for "reaching forward" refers to an intense stretching to the limit of one's capacity. To run like that, you must forget the past and concentrate only on the goal ahead. Do you have that kind of concentration in your desire to become like Christ? To effectively pursue Christ, you must focus all your concentration on becoming like Him.

Spiritual Motivation
Paul was highly motivated in his pursuit of Christ: "I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus" (v. 14). He was motivated by spiritual matters; he was not caught up in material comforts and worldly pursuits. His goal was to be like Christ, and he would receive his reward when God's upward call came. Christlikeness is both the goal and the prize we pursue.

Remember, this pursuit is objective, not subjective. It is not a mystical experience, but an exposure to the truth about Christ revealed in the Bible. Scripture is the mirror that reflects His glory. And when you gaze at it intently, you become like Him (2 Cor. 3:18).

Divine Assistance
Every believer ought to have the attitude that he or she is not perfect (Phil. 3:15). Those who have that perspective regarding their spirituality will be ready to respond positively to God's correction. But if you have the wrong attitude about your spirituality, if you're content with the current level of your spiritual growth, then God will reveal your true condition. He might do so through chastening (Heb. 12:5-11) or through trials (James 1:2, 4) to build and strengthen your faith and trust in Him.

Consistent Effort
No one can win a race with intermittent effort. Christlikeness cannot be reached with that kind of effort either—it is an ongoing pursuit. So Paul says, "Let us keep living by that same standard to which we have attained" (Phil. 3:16). The Greek verb translated "keep living" refers to walking in line. Just as a runner must stay in his lane and keep up the same effort until he reaches the finish, you must stay in line spiritually and keep moving forward toward the goal of Christlikeness.

One summer while visiting Europe, I came across a famous gravestone at the foot of one of those majestic mountains in the Alps. Underneath the individual's name the epitaph reads, "He died climbing." That ought to be your attitude as you pursue Christ. When it's time for the Lord to call you home, you ought to be pursuing Him.

good day.

Currently listening to: Because He Lives - Gaither Vocal Band
Currently feeling: heh, alive
Posted by iamjae on June 27, 2005 at 12:02 AM | hey

Reading some people's sites who listed their goals sounds prepared of them in some way.  They seem like they have discipline who want to use their time wisely.  Or they could just be bored and playing around.

Just to get some things out of the way if i goto college:
1)  Read the Bible at least three times w/ God's blessing before going to college.
2)  Study God's Word at TMC with all my heart.
3)  Be a tool used by God in anyway possible.
4)  Live a godly life through prayer and reading of God's Word.
5)  Watch Vineyard Praise and Worship Leaders, mainly David Ruis, Brian Doerksen, Rita Springer, Andy Park, Terry Butler, Crystal Lewis, and Kevin Prosch.
6)  Visit Vineyard hq in Anaheim, CA.
7)  Learn spanish before going to El Salvador in July.
8)  Meet old friends from Galilee Mission Church.
9)  Goto the Billy Graham Crusade.

I guess that's it for now.  Anything could change of course.   Vineyard was the first praise team/band i'd heard back in cali when the EM played songs.  It just grabbed me because of its lyrics.  Alot of the songs are actual prayers from the writers themselves.  It's so meaningful because of that.

"You cannot accept Jesus without accepting His resurrection"  -John MacArthur
It's somewhat close to what his sermon said in his series, "Who is Jesus, anyway?"  www.oneplace.com/ministries/grace_to_you/  He's the president of the college i will be attending.

good day. 

Currently listening to: I Give Thanks - Vineyard
Currently feeling: heh, alive
Posted by iamjae on June 15, 2005 at 09:21 AM | hey
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